I appreciate you guys but
I’d rather not be lied to right now.

I’m not gonna amount to anything, quite literally everyone around me is better at what they do than I am as hard as I try
and it seems as though it’s effortless to them 

like most of my friends here can halfass anything they do and it comes out three times better than what I work on for hours. 
I don’t mean that as an insult guys.
that’s a straight up compliment.
you guys do some great stuff and it just seems effortless to you and then here I am like
spending three hours drawing a circle it seems like
not literally but
close enough.

I kind of want to give up before I find out I suck too much to be anything.

just do me a favor and don’t lie to me.